As I get closer to the
incarnated compressed dimension, all around me like clouds gathering around the
center of a storm, thought, ideas, beliefs, arrangements, connections begin
taking form, and around them matter is gathering, as earth, as water, as air,
as space, as light and as darkness.
The whole of it goes on
swirling around me, and I keep on spiraling down into it.
I feel that it is all part of
me, despite a sense of fragmentation and otherness that has started arising.
Entering the dream...
I'm becoming this 'I' with a
past, a story, likes and dislikes. aches, yearnings, frustrations, desires, and
the construct around me seems so so real.
But this becoming seems to
have stopped halfway; I'm neither here, nor there. I'm a fluctuation.
I'm all over the spectrum. The
dream of incarnation hasn't completely coalesced around me.
It seems that I used to get
pulled into it for longer periods of time than nowadays.
Now, I really have to make
even more of an effort to participate in it.
I hope caffeine still works.
If not, I'll just sit.
update-ps: caffeine does work,
as this posts shows.
No comments:
Post a Comment