Clarifying my position

General clarification in regards to previous and future posts (This is a long one, even compared to the previous ones)

This is one of the few times when I’m not really worried about sharing certain aspects of my personal world.

Some might describe all of it as a distinct indicator of unhinged insanity, or a fertile imagination. Be it as it may, I would like to take a moment here to explain why the posts are so long and why their content is as it is.

To use a borrowed analogy, I’d say that I am a bit like a an antenna, a receiver set within a multi-dimensional sphere whose ever-shifting and ever-distant boundary lies as far as the limits to which my perception can reach at any given time.

This sphere is ‘made of’ numerously interlinked layers, or dimensions of consciousness. Within the central layer, I experience being in our shared materially palpable realm.

Since I was a child, my consciousness has been fluctuating from this central layer to others. With this, there comes hearing voices and seeing things and entities that aren’t there. Of course, such matters, I’ve kept to myself, in order not to be ostracized, or labelled as mentally ill.

This fluctuation occurs in such a way that as my awareness is partially or completely ‘sucked’ into a layer, I either hear a voice, or many, or start seeing entities, or whole background environments that can be very different to the one that we call ‘reality’.

For a while I tried to stop myself from having these experiences, and usually I succeeded, until some serious accident, illness, trauma, or near-death experience would get the fluctuation going again.

A very poignant example of this is a nearly fatal car crash in 2001, after which I entered into contact with what an entity that had lived as a female Jewish healer who had died a violent death in the 16th century, followed by a sort of Sufi mystic who had lived in Muslim Andalucía, during the 12th century, and a third entity that was a kind of Gypsy story-teller that had been born during the 17th century in the region of Anatolia, and had spent his life traveling the Eurasian area. It was this last that narrated to me, or inspired in me the story/novel of Esperanza, which I published in 2007.

There are many others that appeared, made contact, left a mark. Some are always present, while others disappear to never be seen again. Regardless of how often I encounter them, they are all part of the sphere that I previously described, and which I call the ‘multi-dimensional sphere of soulful consciousness’. Within it, all my past lives exist, and within it, there exists also the totality of my soulful journey, as a spirit, as a soul, as incarnated vessels and their imprinted experiences.

Towards the end of 2018, I entered in contact with an ethereal entity who invited me to call her Magda. The connection lasted many months. She imparted upon me many ideas, concepts, stories and principles, and then one day, it stopped. In a way, I’m still digesting what she shared with me.

Now, since the beginning of 2020, I’ve been yo-yoing through these dimensions of consciousness. Through these shifts of states of consciousness, there has been a very beautiful reconnection with one of my dearest soulful ‘family members’, a medicine woman who had lived in a difficult time for her people, in North America.

She likes the early morning, especially the hours before dawn. She loves to dance under the stars. And she is the one who has so much to prompts me to write and share the wisdom she has for us.

I’ve also made contact with a wise chilled-out man, a sort of very old surfer, who says ‘Bro’, and ‘Dude’, and who is always cracking jokes. He usually accompanies me on my morning beach walks, which he seems to love. I’m still not sure where or when he’s from, because that is how he likes to keep it, for now. I suspect he was a pilot, in the US air force, because he is full of analogies about technical things, talks about planes, and loves watching birds and clouds.

While in the sphere, there are innumerable beings, (beings of light, beings of fire, ethereal beings, Buddhist monks, Jewish folks, elders, battered looking women, bruised children, warriors, thieves, beggars, healers, hermits, mystics, medicine-women, warriors, slaves, prostitutes, dolphin-like entities, reptilian-like entities, ogres who smell like Sulphur, and other beasts that cannot be described), the elder medicine woman and the old surfer ‘dude’ are the ones that remain with me now.

There are those who speak to me, and others who communicate with me through sentiments, feelings and emotions (great joy, bliss, or fear, or anger, or rage, or shame, or guilt, or desire).

I used to fear the reptilians, the ogres and other beasts, but now I’ve been shown the whole picture. I know they are only the shadow reflection of the beings of light. The more I fear them, the more I reject them, the beastlier and more harmful they become.

I’ve been taught that life as we experience it is a play between ‘good’ and ‘evil’, ‘harmony’ and ‘chaos’. There will always be sides to take. In this arrangement, everyone has reenacted the story of Lucifer and Christ. The saint was once a brute and will become a monster before becoming an angel. The victim was an abuser. The abuser was a victim. The enslaved and the enslaver have exchanged these roles many times over. Everyone has been everything. The ‘I’ that enters into this experiential arena of existence does so willingly and intentionally. This ‘I’ that is everyone and everything is the greatest of ‘actors’, always merging her/himself totally in the story of the embodied character.

This ‘I’ that experiences each and every soul journey through an infinitely long thread of incarnations is journeying through all these experiences to integrate all their inherent wisdom, from the deepest level of integration possible. This journey is a spiraling evolution that stretches through eternity and infinity from Source to Source. It is a journey that has already completely taken place from the perspective of Source consciousness, while still occurring from the perspective of the soulful and incarnated levels of consciousness.

Presently, we are moving as a collective from one level of consciousness to the next ‘above it’. This requires an integration of all that is shoved into the shadowy abysses of our psyches. Basically, to go up, we must integrate that which is holding us down.

That which is holding us down is our own ignorance, which is the ground in which all our fears are born. Ignorance is shed when the light of source touches it.

When ignorance dissolves all the fears that are supported by it follow. There are as many innumerable possible ways for this to occur as the number of sentient beings that have ever existed in this world.

How easy, or how painful, this process is going to be depends on the karmic configuration in which the incarnated vessel is held.

The degree to which one soul rises or falls during one incarnation is also dependent on the karmic narrative of the incarnated vessel.

Age, wealth, power and success do not determine how high or how low a soul moves in its evolutionary journey.

Some recently born people are currently more awakened than their elders. This however isn’t the case for all of them.

The movement towards a higher state of consciousness does not mean that the polarization of ‘good’ and ‘evil’ will be dropped.

Before the shift can be completed on the manifested dimension, what we call reality, the current structures by which humans live will be brought down to be given a long due make-over.

This transitional point closes a cycle that had begun right after the fall of the Atlantean civilization, and has a lot to do with the exodus of the survivors, and the wars that took place between them and the inhabitants of various coastal lands in which they settled.

The fall of the Atlantean civilization is also the beginning of the shift from ‘Goddess’ veneration to ‘God’ worship. This shift had a lot to do with a complete distrust of most of the human race in their ability to insure the benevolence of Mother Earth, especially after the great floods happened.

This reactive shift toward the patriarchal aspect of creation, (representative of will-power, determination, and sustained intention), was that of a people who needed to believe that they could make it despite of Nature's destructive power.

This shift in human allegiance has however in the long run led to the rise of highly competitive and aggressive traits that are directed towards anything that has anything to do with Nature and her cyclical ways, especially in relation to death. The repercussions of such a position are too many to enumerate when one looks at the world in which humans live.

Soon however, humanity will realize that it can never exist apart from Nature, and that any harm it does to its environment is a greater harm that it is indirectly inflicting upon itself. Soon, there will be a clear realization that the ‘masculine’, or ‘fiery’, or ‘active’ approach must be balanced with its counterpart, the ‘feminine’, ‘watery’, or ‘receptive’ approach.

The will-power of humankind will be rejoined with the receptive, supportive grace of Mother nature. As the transition continues to lead us towards a higher state of consciousness, a higher octave of being, we will continue to move upwards like the molecules of a large cloud, all linked together, all helping each other go higher, some pushing from below, some pulling from above.

Everyone has a role. No one is better than anyone else.

Those who see the ‘Light’ of source are invited to help those who are behind them to see it too, as well as help those who are ahead of them move closer towards that same Light of ‘self-realization’.

Basically, from my insanity to yours, I'd like you to know that we are one.

Love to all.