For the sake of clarity

As I go on recording personal experiences having to do with my day-to-day activities, I would like to say that my current focus is completely on the quality of my relationship, or connection to source, or god, or spirit, or whatever one wishes to call It. Only this matters to me.

I have no real interest in auras, in chakras, in pranic or in physical or psychological health, or in past lives, or future ones, or in staying alive, or in quickening my departure, or in achieving anything for that matter.

I have dropped of all spiritual traditions and systems. I have foregone all healing modalities. I'm madly in love with my source, through everything that is expressed through and around me, (pain, suffering, illness and death included).

I offer no teaching, no method, no tricks, no hacks. I'm just sharing my experience, as it happens. Maybe it is beneficial to someone, maybe it isn't.

I see all linear narratives that attempt to explain the ongoing process that each and every one of us is, as narratives from limited perspectives, caught in the paradigm of polarized duality, and linear time and space causality.

From hardcore science to the cookiest new-agey mystical system, all positions and all beliefs embraced by humanity are relatively true, and point in essence to an absolute truth.

Good and evil. Right and Wrong. In and out. Happiness and sorrow, They are all relative positions that dissolve when I am with my source, my maker, experiencer, seer, knower, sustainer, and attractor.

As to where this source is, well, She/He/it is at the center of it all.

For me, the Divine is in my center, and the whole universe is his creation.

For each and every one of you, the Divine is in yours, and your whole universe is her/his/its creation.

For the whole universe, the Divine is in the center of the Universe, and we are all part of it.

Being Divine, it is at the center of everything, at once, and forever. In it, we are all both central and peripheral at once - a position that cannot be rationally grasped no matter how hard one tries.

I'm falling into my center, and I am rejoicing as I do fall.

I wish all you the same - if you want it.