Sunday, October 26, 2008

What is it that...

makes me tick, break, and lose control? Is it fear of hurting others? Cowardice? I wonder at times, what keeps me so quietly subdued, when a storm is raging within. Why choose the brakes instead of the accelerator? Is it wisdom? Is it apathy?

I wonder and wonder, feeling the whole of creation passing by, fleeting through the voids of inaction, between those grains of truthfulness we are all capable of -even I, even I...

Well, in any case, I awoke, perhaps later than than what the 'ideal' would have required, given my disposition at feeling whole under the sun, especially when the streets are still untarnished by the pollution of all that is man-made.

There was so much that could have been achieved while I remained in bed, like a blind fool unaware of how precious 'Being' is...

As you can see, I'm still trying to readjust... So hard on myself... as I should be... no more, no less...

Maybe you can understand, maybe you can relate...

Be well, and always try to do what feels right for you.

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